i have a plan and everytime i want to use it something gets in the way like life or just the fact i have no energy to do it. i don’t think i want to die this week since im going to go on a school ski trip for 3 days without my parents so i actually have a chance to lose the weight ive gained. and i have to say boy oh boy will i have missed purging… im so excited just to be in control again for a couple days!