it was consensual!!!!! and thanks for nothing… im deleting my account now. ugh

now I feel slutty

again tonight…

I used *drugs last night and had sex with a 40 ear old man.. im a **teenager…

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I just don’t want to end the life* of a little innocent being that might be inside me … I don’t care about myself but if I have a child in there… I don’t want to end its* life out of self hate…

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I want to be dead but I think I might be pregnant now and that is keeping me from wanting to suicide*.. and yeah sorta was..i don’t know how im still breathing

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not to mention I kinda *self-medicate and im not in control of that…

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its hard to cope sometimes when you deal with sooo much at once! how do people do it? * it makes me worry on how im going to get a job where they’ll just accept me for me. * I worry every single day about it among everything else!

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