Oh yah this is an awesome place to vent heck I’ve been posting on this forum since back in early January!! And yah I felt the same about drinking, but I actually considered doing it on a few occasions, but I realized that I don’t want to drink everytime I get down because then I could become an alcoholic or whatever, and that would just lead to more problems
But hey good luck in everything Hullaballoo, and keep writing in those journals I was in a writing class at the time, so I was even wrong poetry about everything. There are tonnes of contests you can submit to for free and it feels awesome if anything gets accepted just another possible idea