It’s great to hear from the other side of the situation. I guess I really don’t know what it’s like. Believe me, I had a hard time getting over my ex. I didn’t break up with him because I am heartless or anything, he just did me wrong too many times. I knew I deserved better. It’s never easy knowing that you hurt somebody that you once cared about so much. Your ex might be feeling the same way. Breakups are hard on both sides. I’m sorry to hear about your situation to, it’s never easy. Life does go on though, it’s something I wish my ex could see. My situation growing up wasn’t the best, and maybe I’ve become desensitized to things such as heartbreak, but I’ve always found that no matter what, things always turned around. There’s a girl out there for you who won’t break your heart, just like there is for my ex. You just have to open yourself up to that opportunity. Stay strong, my friend.