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i told a teacher I thought I could trust and now im walking on the eggshells I was trying to avoid. if I come to school even smelling of pot I will be kicked out and my parents notified and I will want to kills myself because it would be like I was already dead. if my parents found out I would be dead they would probably destroy my life even further just as I was building it back up on my own. I hate the fact my life could be destroyed again!
NieMemberI haven’t been able to talk to anyone because I haven’t wanted anyone to know… im supposed to be a good kid
NieMemberive gotten into smoking weed more and more because of one laced dose I had while I was a runaway… now im addicted. its insane but I feel like my life is better even tho im doing drugs and have the same habits for the most part…
NieMemberI did run away from home… * andmade it pretty far away from my parents. im now in a foster home and still trying to be skinny. ive gotten myself into a better life I think…
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March 12, 2014 at 12:51 am in reply to: like they say ” you and your pet become the same person” #19132NieMemberI don’t know
NieMemberit isn’t suicide, but id be dead to myself so whats the difference! if that plan doesn’t work out I think id be driven to suicide as my only option now. my mom got me workbooks which makes me soo angry I want to rip them up and burn them but im not allowed to. im gonna leave my home and al that will be left are those books in shreds I think…
NieMemberthere isn’t really especially these days.
NieMemberive also noticed that everytime after I eat I get sooo irritable and bitchy and like I want to punch everyone in the face. I don’t want to communicate and have a short temper… im better when I have an empty stomach
NieMemberI have sort off looked at them. I have this weird plan I might go through with. its kind of out there but at least I will get to be free from my current life
March 9, 2014 at 3:12 am in reply to: like they say ” you and your pet become the same person” #19118NieMemberI don’t know if I could reach out to them at all…
NieMemberive gotten to the point where im just going to shove them away and shut them out… I don’t know if itll work but im gonna try
February 27, 2014 at 7:10 pm in reply to: like they say ” you and your pet become the same person” #19109NieMemberhe doesn’t want to leave my side at night and during the day… hes getting better now thankfully but im still unsure about myself… im not TOO suicidal but that could change a week from now..
NieMembernothing really creates light for me except snowboarding and friends sometimes. that’d be awesome to have some ways to cope sometimes. my parents literally have taken health insurance out on me so when we go to the states if I die they wont be in debt…. supportive parents… * its crazy!!
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February 25, 2014 at 2:03 am in reply to: like they say ” you and your pet become the same person” #19103NieMemberI just wish it could go away……….
NieMemberI don’t really care about the effects of bulimia on my body *. I don’t like being back and I want to have a longer breath!!!! what ways would there be to cope with feeling so unattractive** you ant to die at points? I cant think of there ever being any…
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